| so yeah this boy.... |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|05:36 pm] |
no offense guys, but sometimes i really hate your gender!
update on the guy problem.
Wed. we go out to our usual night at the pub. everyone is in tow, and we're all having a great time. after a few drinks, i've become a bit more touchy, but nothing anyone would notice. and he would reciprocate and stuff. it was nice. so after the bar we went back to his soon to be apartment with some friends and when i left he walked me out and of course we properly said goodbye and talked about getting together over the weekend and whatnot. i left.
Thurs: i pick him up to go to work, and he mentions he's going to the cardinals game and i tell him he sucks and that i'm utterly jealous. and he's like, well if my brother can't go, you can. and i'm like no no go with your brother. so we finish up work, i drop him off at home and thats it. i called him that night to see how the game went and we talked for a bit, he was wasted, and then he said he'd call me back. which he neglected to (but he was wasted) and i also passed out when i got home so had he called, i wouldn't have seen it til the am
Fri: i see him at work and give him a mockingly hard time about not calling me back, but he barely remembers talking to me in the first place. and i was like dont' worry about it, cuz it wasn't all that important to begin with. so i ask him what he's up to for the weekend and he says something about watching a football game with his grandpa, and i said, well we're all gonna hang out and stuff on sat night if you want to come. and he said he'd call me after the game is over. and i was like alright, see you later!
Sat: so i get off work, rush home to shower and change and do my hair and stuff, and head up to hang out with carrie and kenny from work. so we're hanging out and they start calling shaw to see what he's doing and he doesn't answer for them, then they tell me to call and i'm like nope. no calling. but they end up stealing my phone thinking he'll answer when i call, but he doesn't. and he doesn't answer for anyone including his friend bil, who wasn't even with us. so i don't think much of it. we end up going to the casino and i win almost 200 bucks. not a bad night after all.
Sun: I get a text from carrie asking if i've talked to shaw yet, and i'm like no. and she's like, he won't answer his phone still. and i was like, oh really? so i send a text asking if he was alright. harmless, you would think. but no response and i leave it at that.
Mon: No communication on either of our parts.
Tues: i go to pick up my paycheck and he's working, and we do some small talk and i say, hey we'll be at cicero's if you want to come hang out after work. and he's like alright. i don't notice a real change in his demeanor to me, but i wasn't looking for it either.
Wed: in the am, shaw and i work together, and i asked him if he was still planning on seeing muse with me the week after, and he said yeah. i later asked him if he was going to be up at the bar, (as usual) and he also said yeah. so i do the radio show and stuff and head up to the bar, and sure enough he doesn't show up. i called him right before i left for the bar, and he didnt' answer. and then i called him again to let him know we were leaving, but no answer again. apparently he told kenny that he wasn't going after all. whatever.
thurs: we don't really talk much at work, and i don't say anything about the night before. i didn't really speak much to him, but when he came by i was nice and cordial. when he left he ended up walking over to where i was and actually leaned over to say bye to me. ( i wonder if the ignoring thing worked)
fri: i was sort of pissed off cuz we had to cook together and he was avoiding me. i made a million pizzas while he sat and played cards with the manager, and never once checked up to see if i needed help. all the while i've got one of the counter girls (my friend carrie) helping me cuz he couldn't be bothered. pissed me right off and so i didn't say a word to him, and everyone was like, there is something going on between them, you can feel the tension. and when he left he booked it out of there, like he was pissed off.
sat: so i felt really bad about being mean to him, and i texted him to say i was sorry. of course i got no reply. but then again that was expected. oh and not to mention, i deleted his number out of my phone on thursday.
so now here i sit, i know i have to work with him in the am, and i think i'm going to again apologize and be like, dude, i get it you dont' like me. but can we at least be friends? i mean, this is rediculous. but apparently, even though me and shaw decided not to tell anyone at work, he told kenny stuff, and i ended up telling carrie. but kenny knows something that carrie doesn't know (about me and shaw) and well i've told carrie everything so either he's full of shit or he really does know something. i have yet to figure out which is the truth. |
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